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Lyudmila, I only barely made it out alive myself.

You expect me to believe your bullshit?

Hah. Your father read you 'Truth and Justice,' didn't he?

To give a five-year-old a book like that... Ilia really had no sense.

But he loved that book. One summer day, he carried you, and the book, past the window, the bushes orange against the sun. He made you wave to me. You pouted and turned your head.

Enough!

That night, he asked me: what if we just sealed up the sarcophagus and never told the Ursus about the machines inside? Would we be able to save more people?

Would we be able to prevent the Ursus from using these machines in battle?

Are you saying all of this to... to confuse me?!

Ilia was one of the scientists who came up with the plan to seal the sarcophagus. And his convictions influenced his entire life.

You have his fighting spirit. But there was more to him than that...

Lyudmila, you call me a traitor, you want to kill me. You could do that, but——

When you choose violence, you are doomed to one day meet something stronger than you.

Hah hah...

Could you be more arrogant? No one, no caster can penetrate my fog. You have no idea where I am.

You're going to die screaming. I need you to die screaming.

...... (Sticking out her tongue).

For the scientists, for the infected, I have to kill you. You Ursus puppet! You piece of trash!

Do I look like a caster to you? I am Infected though, you got that right...

Come, Mon3tr.

...Huh? What... what's that?

H- how? Your spine?!

I guess you can see through the fog, huh?

How...?

Ack...! Wh- what are you...?!

What is that?!!!

I am not a caster. I've never relied on Originium Arts.

Go, Mon3tr.

(Happy hissing).

Nnng... Gaaaagh!

What is it?! What is that thing?!

Aaaaaah! Don't touch me! Let me go! Let go of meeee!

Why can't I pierce its shell? Aiee! Don't touch me! Get away!

Annihilate...

Aaaaaahh!!

...the falling object above her.

(Dissatisfied hissing).

You're too excited. The building is going to collapse. Don't let her get crushed.

Mmmg......

......No......

(Low humming).

Just kill me.

What?

...You can obviously kill me easily! Don't tell me you're the type who plays with your prey!

If I can't kill you, what do I have to live for?

Just remember, even if I'm dead, I've still cursed you forever!

...Are you truly prepared to die?

Do you want to die?

......*gasp*......

If I am your traitor, will you feel better after killing me?

...No more... talking! I'll kill you! I will!

Ilia was my student, and my friend.

Your father was one of my finest researchers. His dedication and selflessness could have pushed Ursus at least five years into the future.

I don't want to hear anymore! Why do you insist on telling me this stuff?!

You do want to hear it. Because you've always doubted yourself.

You never let Sergei explain himself. So I'll do it for him.

——I don't betray people. Not even Sergei.

He was indecisive, but not greedy.

The Ursus authorities had his newborn son and daughter. He gave up your father's location to save their lives.

And now, Alex and Misha are dead. He wasn't able to save anyone, in the end.

If... If I had gone to save Misha, maybe she and Skullshatterer... would still be alive.

N- no! No way! Look how powerful you are! Why didn't you save my father?!

(Threatening growling).

Because I couldn't.

I couldn't have convinced your father to leave the institute.

Lyudmila, I sent you to Siracusa before I left Chernobog. And yet you went back.

Oh, you're so like your father. Sometimes, willpower trumps time itself.

You would always return to Chernobog, just like you would meet me here.

So this is all meaningless? Everything my father did, everything I did... was for nothing?

No. The researchers died to protect our secret.

Ursus to this day has no way to analyze the contents of the sarcophagus. They've given up, and sealed off the installation.

Now, there's just a little energy left to harness, powering the core of Chernobog.

If I betrayed anyone, it's the Empire of Ursus.

Your father's efforts meant something. Even if Ursus has long since covered it all up, you can remember.

I will remember.

(Yawn).

...But all that you did? What was that for?

Ursus purged the entire institute and slaughtered every scrap of compassion in any of their scientists. The real traitor was the Empire itself.

Look at you. You've killed Sergei, you've killed a man who couldn't protect his own children.

Now you're in Lungmen. If you and your Infected friends really manage to take over the city, what will you do to the uninfected?

Massacre them all? Enslave them? Exile them to the wilderness and let them die of exposure?

......I......

Or cut them all with Originium, turn them into Infected, spread your pain to them?

...Or will you peacefully coexist with them?

Could you do that, Lyudmila? Could Reunion, as it is now, do that? Is that how you want to build your Infected nation? Or is that how you want to fight Ursus?

If the latter, why come to Lungmen? If you seek to terrify your enemies, what can you do to be more terrifying than Ursus?

(Kal'tsit, she is confused. She is scared. She wants to run.)

Mon3tr, return.

Is that okay?

She can hear me.

'Crownslayer,' your hate as well as that of your movement has been used and abused, toyed with.

Think of your father. Remember what Ilia taught you.

Think, on whom do you want revenge?

The one leading you down this path of terror and assassination... Your leader is not a sane person. Your leader has no heart.

A leader true to her ideals would not let someone else die for them, much less let someone commit murder on their behalf.

Run. Leave this place. Take a different path.

Take a path that can truly change this world... If that's what you want.

Her scent is gone.

Did you always want to see her? Why not kill her?

Should we kill a homeless hyena, even if the home isn't real?